sigh i'm sick - again. :( nose problem again.. i seriously think that i should just cut off my nose. it just irritates the hell outta me, not to mention spreading germs into the already-filthy-and-suspiciously-dusty office environment.
i'm being greedy. i know i don't
need it, but i
want it. and i guess the desire is even stronger because one of my colleagues is thinking of selling her Creative Zen. but her price isn't exactly very low lah.. haven't gone to check out the market rate yet, so i'm still hesitating. and most importantly, i don't
need it. other than the fact that i want a mp3-cum-FMradio-player-in-one, i'm quite satisfied with my MD player actually. but it's a booboo that my FM receiver is dying soon (the screen is
gone - i.e. no words, no nothing. so when i scroll, it's all based on my
instincts hahah),
and that sometimes i have to bring
both my MD player
and FM receiver out (especially on days that i know i might be taking the train - the reception underground sucks). it's kinda dumb yeah?
the problem is - my parents bought this MD player for me after a horrible incident that made me really ashamed of myself. the act of them buying the MD player for me after what had happened woke up my idea even more of not taking things for granted, especially things from my parents. yeah, i guess it was part of my growing-up process that makes this particular MD player especially significant to me. so how can i stop using it? (i know that i will stop using it if i ever get a Zen or something that gives the two-in-one function of MP3 function and FM radio function) and it's pretty new - but that's also because i take care of it very very well (as with all my stuffs).
i had thought of auctioning it, so that i can use the money to get a Zen. but that just seems so.... immoral?
ugh. dilemma, dilemma, dilemma...
