whoa...seems like everyone is having a rough time out there...sighz...

im prolly not the best person to hand out advice right now...simply cos i'm getting all stressed up over something as well...life just seems sooooo sian at times...but in any case...i guess (and i hope) that we are facing problems in different aspects of our lives...maybe we can help each other out of our many many little problems?

don't really know how to go about explaining how i'm feeling right now too (don't worry...its NOT the boyfriend...) but somehow i feel like i'm turning into an awkward "socialite"...i don't seem to know how to socialise with pple anymore...everything i say is not funny anymore...and i (think i) offend pple far too easily...

i hate to have to censor myself...to have to think before i say in front of my friends for fear of offending them...

it's so difficult to be a good friend nowadays...

i'm facing a quarter-life (if there's such a thing) crisis.

i feel damn gross and shitty about myself.

i am unsatisfied with everything - my job, my life.

i feel so useless and pathetic.

i think i hate myself.

:(

what's the worst thing that can happen to a recruitment consultant???

it's when u have this candidate whom u think is suitable for this particular position...and u call her up to ask if she's keen...and then she declines it, saying she isn't really looking at this kind of a portfolio and THEN before you know it...ur colleague gets hold of her resume (cos this job seeker OBVIOUSLY forwards her resume ard) and ur colleague calls her up asking if she's keen for the SAME position...and guess what??? she agrees to try for this position!!!!!!

know how that feels???? it's an outright "OUCH" with a capital "o"!!!! it's not like i got hold of her resume later than my colleague ok...

i HATE candidates like that!!!! maybe one fine day i'll put up a list of candidates i hate...

my dear friends, as of now (Monday 1:27am), i have not received any calls/sms/emails to be invited to Thank You Dinner on Wednesday.

i am not 'gien' to go for it - it's just that i feel that at least if they're not inviting, they should have the courtesy to call/sms to inform? and i mean, hello, i was in the FOP comm leh for goodness sake. doesn't that count? i would expect to be invited at least, no? am i wrong to even assume that?

but nooo... haven't heard a single thing about Wednesday at all. and apparently frances had received a call from Timmy (dunno why him - weird but oh wellz *shrug*) and she is invited to Thank You Dinner on Wednesday. has any of us been invited other than her?

anyone see anything wrong with this picture/scenario here? no offence, sister, but i was RFO-coordinator leh. does that mean nothing? true - i haven't done much since i graduated but not my fault rite cos i was working? and besides, i had done quite abit prior to graduation - don't that count?

well, there is two more days to Wednesday. let's see if i hear/receive anything. i have a tiny conspiracy theory going on in my head now already.. i shall let you all know once the verdict has been set.

:)

old feelings never die.

especially when this person never fails to make you feel good, nice and special.

will this ever end? *sigh*

it's 1030am, and i'm sitting in the office alone - perfecto. :) slack slack slack........ ladidum. heheh..

anyway, haf ual had these sudden flashbacks before of past relationships/bfs while sitting on the bus, listening to the radio? well, i did yesterday - and coincidentally i was sitting on the same bus that i had once taken with 'flashback' when we first knew each other. hahah. kinda silly though, cos we had met (with a friend of mine and a friend of his) to collect tickets for his band concert (yes pris, my first ex was in band, and he played the tuba *laff*), and we jus decided to take a bus cos we didn't feel like watching movies or sitting around drnking coffee and what's not, so we jus boarded the first bus that came and sat to and fro. hahah. so silly rite?? i also says.

but as i was saying, it was a very unconscious, sudden recall of events. hahah. there's no point to it at all, because it was all in the past, and thinking back, they were nice memories - all the silly things we all did when we were young. now, we don't even have the time to take bus to work sometimes, so don't even talk about taking any random bus to any random destination.

bah. i'd better get my arse down to do some work. leaving office early today. *yayy*

fides!

yoyoyo!!!!! i'm here!!!! haha...heng not the last tortoise...

wassup with the honours thingie sia...NOT FUNNY!!!! =p and so everyone has heard abt pris' fire drill? lolz...wonder if there were any cute, dark, handsome firemen on duty...

and in terms of gossip wise...i just heard tt nic STORMED to look for pat the day siangwei left and DEMANDED to know if they broke up because of siangwei!!!! any truth in this folks????

another thing is swee giang just added me into msn telling me she wants to run for hon gen!!!! good or bad???!!!

p.s joey...can get rid of the links bit at the side bar or not...abit of an eyesore lehh...=p